One of those times when I’m truly in shock and don’t know what to say, what to think, how to react… Just, fuck… There really are no words.
Found out my ex didn’t make it. I spent so much time the last while trying to hate her and feeling disgusted with everything, and then I get a message from her parents letting me know, and thanking me for being in her life and helping her out. I knew it was still coming, though I hadn’t been part of her life more or less since the break-up. Honestly not sure how to feel about things…
Fucking government bureaucratic bullshit >_< First I submit forms, and they tell me nothing can be done, then they change their minds and get me going through the process again, and now I’m told they have a new form for me to fill out, only to find out its the form I submitted originally to begin all this shit!
Icing on the cake, is being told apparently I don’t have the right to get upset over this, when I’m getting fucked over for money, and for the ability to work.
Please tell me Im not the only one who is a 24 yrs old working young adult and obsessed with Frozen…
Nope :p 24 year old working guy here. Totally obsessed with frozen
19 and counting! ^.^
22 and obsessed too (:3 y hablo español)
Almost 30 don’t tell the guys :-)
25 year old male, and this is one of my favorite Disney movies ever.
Is it too much to fucking ask that for once I can be happy WITH someone, and not FOR someone?
One of those times where I wish there were words that could express just how hurt, tired, and fed up I am with a couple certain people in my life that I’m unfortunately related to, but instead I can’t help but be silent. Maybe it’s my fault because after everything, I’m still here. I don’t really know. I just wish I could honestly tell them how I feel both now, and how I’ve felt for a while, and not have it immediately turned around against me as a guilt trip, or as something that I did wrong and that “normal people don’t do.” I wish I had the means to just escape, without it immediately taken away from me.
I know I sound like a broken record with this, but everytime I’m just starting to get things figured out and clarified in my own head, there’s another wrench tossed into everything, and just fucks the gears up again. Everytime, I’m told I’m not allowed to feel that way, or that I don’t have the right to blame anyone but myself, and everytime it happens, I wish I wasn’t so strong or stubborn, and that I could just finally snap.
Worst part is, it doesn’t even matter that I go through psychiatric evaluations or have to constantly see therapists, and that every single one I’ve seen over the years has basically taken one look at me and could tell something isn’t right. Apparently none of them know what they’re talking about, and that I’m just lazy, stupid and unmotivated, when all I want is to just have some fucking validation from the two people that brought me into this world, and that supposedly just want nothing but the best for me…